You know there’s a place we some times come to, a place where reality is blurred. A place where you just don’t know whether what you’re experiencing is real or whether the information you’re being given, is.
It’s a scary place. However, this place allows for an opportunity. An opportunity to retrace your steps…to do some introspection…some thought-gathering…some whatever you choose to call it.
I’m about there, right now.
This is probably the most challenging experience I’ve had since pa fell off the bus…well he didn’t really fall off the bus, but rather, indicates how long I’ve gone without one of these.
There’s never a right time for this…never an opportune time. Cos, see, It just happens. When it does happen though, it is vital that we address it. Get on with it…
You could of course ignore this and continue in the other world. Not advisable though. The other world is fun, i won’t lie…the longer you take to realise that this isn’t entirely real or sustainable or honest, the tougher the rewiring process is.
On the up side. I have no clue what I’m in for during this rewiring process. I don’t know whether this rewiring process will sort out this head of mine. What I do know is that I have the opportunity to work at my reality. That’s the up side.
I am in no position to tell you how to go about finding your reality. I can also not tell you the depths you’d need to go to, the sacrifices you may need to make either. I’m only just realising I need to try and find mine.